Aset Speaks
Identity shift and wrestling with God
Genesis 32:22-32
Why did Jacob wrestle with God?
Jacob was a man full of anxieties. He was fearful, guilty and full of shame. Shame that he didnt want to face. So he was handicapped by God to face his feelings and surrender them to God and be accountable for his actions. Jacob's fight with God was also a divine shift in his life.
We as children of God do the same. When we are confronted with new information and ways about God and his purpose for our lives, we are now holding it against what we learned or perceived of Elohim. When we wrestle with God, we are approaching a shift in our life.
So be okay with the solitude that comes with the battle. Just like Jesus seeking solitude after the death of John the Baptist and before his crucifixion, Jacob too was brought into solitude to reach a new level of intimacy with God.
Jacob's anxieties and troubles were on every side of him. Yet when he fought with God and survived he was blessed.
Israel; He struggles with God.
Jacob refused to surrender the fight.
Tail Light
Abba brought me to a personal understanding of his protection on me. My tail light went out in January but my car wasn’t working since March.
Now in May, I’m driving the car and the last thing on my mind was the tail light. As he brought me to this revelation, I could do nothing but praise him and heard laughter in the spirit. I heard clearly
“Since you have driven the car, you have had a small worry of you getting pulled. You stopped having that constant fear. And the moments it appeared and you did entertain it my grace and mercy never left you in a position be vulnerable to them.”
I realized that every time he had my back. Every time the police did pull me or bother me, I was in a position where I could not be touched according to law.
Giants in the promise land…
Beloved,
Abba has brought to an understanding of giants in the promise land. Since December or maybe January through David's introduction of Goliath in 1 Samuel 17. It was David's declaration of the battle being the Lord’s that was my personal banner to carry.
As I began to cultivate and nurse this little faith, I was confronted with what I perceived to be a giant. I confidently gave it to God.
The war started.
I didnt like what I was seeing, I mean I gave it to Abba, but clearly felt he needed help.
So I jumped in and began to wrestle with it too. However what I saw scared me. I begin to forget what I knew.
Abba immediately was at my side.
Rapha sat and consoled me.
Elohim came and corrected me in the most gentle way.
Now my King and Savior Yeshua teaches me the ways of Abba. He guides me on how to be strong and lean on him. The strength he teaches me is so different. He took what I knew, multiplying and tranforming it and blessing me to now hold a holy wisdom.
Abba came back and we walked again, this time with Abba revealing more.
Abba showed me an enemy. Bound, yes but it favored myself. It was my insecurities manifested.
Abba said that here we rest, but, yet my enemy was so loud.
“Abba speak up” I heard myself say.
It was so dark, it felt like I was being taunted. I looked and heard Abba whispers, but he- I could not see him.
Yeshua grabbed my hand I sat and listened to his prayers.
My enemy was so loud.
Abba whispered more.
Yeshua stayed.
Rapha stayed.
I cried and my enemy quieted.
I looked at it, looking like me and cried. I cried with Yeshua holding my hand praying and Abba whispering.
Rapha peace was right on time.
I stood and my enemy was silent, watching, waiting. I walked away.
Yeshua continued to teach, I continued to listen. I now felt Abba’s whisper in heart.
I was happy.
Yeshua opened a door and let me know, that through him this is possible. That through him the way is being made.
I opened my eyes to the new way and there were giants in the land.
I look to my side and yeshua smiled. In my heart the whisper was loud…End of vision.
Take-Away
As we enter into our new chapters we must remember that Abba and his son Jesus (Yeshua) did not allow us to confront ourselves or our other giants alone. This new convenant and walk you are knowingly and willfully with him. Allow him to be your guide.
All is well.
Restoring the body; household healing in Christ
Easter has passed and during the week God had me pull back, I was led into studying and reforming myself with the story of God's son Jesus Christ sacrifice.
Arguments in the Christian community always places focus on if it was a message of His renewed life or His sacrificial death.
However he brought me to focus back on his reason for it all…you.
You, Beloved he saw you as worth the sacrifice and thought that much of you to renew life.
We still see the performative efforts that Jesus so effortlessly pointed out in the bible.
Matthew 15 : 1-9
However what God brought to my attention was he did it for personal acknowledgement from you. God wanted your attention and love. He wanted to show you how deep he loves. That way when you question “am I being too sensitive?”
You are reminded with how passionate and full of life our God is. When you feel like you’re too much to handle, be reminded that the Creator, and in all his vastness and expansion went through a lot for you to acknowledge him.
The story of Jesus sacrifice is a vow renewal, a covenant restoration plan.
Now with the sacrifice he awaits your answer.
God did not limit himself, man did. So who can say what you lost, can not be renewed.
It’s your faith, its your relationship with the Most High that makes your blessings fall.
Matthew 15 : 21-28
Its your obedience, surrender and openness to what God has planned for you that allows you to benefit from calling him Abba.
So how do we acknowledge his sacrifice and remind our heirs of his convenant?
We acknowledge it with our testimonies. Pass down to your children, nieces and nephews of how God brought you through. Ask God to guide you with the wisdom on what to share. When they ask be honest and share with them the weight of your shame and what you did to surrender it to God. Give them your resurrection tale.
Romans 10 : 17
All this can be done because as a child of God you acknowledge that you are afraid of sharing your story, however because you are a child of God, you are charged with leading those who he has blessed you with to understand the covenant that you have made with God and them as your heirs.
Hosea 4 : 6
This is how you begin generational household healing in the body. Being aware that you are human and that God will provide all you need to not lead a generation astray.
Hebrews 11
Isaiah 5 : 13
Sharing with others the faith you had in God with your life shifts perspectives and gives hope to the ones you shepherd to align your knowledge to holy wisdom because you involved God in the conversation.
Proverbs 1 :3 - 8
Aligning your testimony to scriptures, gives them context of real world knowledge with spiritual applications.
As His child you have created a new covenant with God. You have a new destiny and that means you are reforming the bloodline as well. You are making sure you are leaving the next generation with their own tasks and directions of God.
Joshua 23 : 8 - 11
We are not allowing the enemy to make us insecure in God or ourselves. If we believe what God says about us, we must also believe in what he has done in us. We share that so the generation after us aren’t aren’t fighting the same household wickedness because we gave up and decided we weren't worth the trouble.
Realize that Easter isn't just to celebrate the sacrifice and resurrection of Jesus Christ. It is also an acknowledgement and vow renewal to the relationship and covenant you made because of his sacrifice.
Its all for you, you are worth it. Do not allow the enemy to use that against you.
Romans 8 : 1 - 4
I Know All is Well
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